Morningriser |
02-17-2019 10:06 AM |
It is what it is. It's not just that. There's lots of things going on in my head that much longer than eight months will cure 37 years of. I am on the right path so and yes, I am bitter and hold grudges and I hate that about myself. I am an emotional rollercoaster and I said some things on the other for him that I'm not happy about but I'm already paying for it it seems.
I'm not making excuses but I have had a very troubling past and have a lot of mental and emotional damage I need to fix and it's really hard doing that facing the entire world alone when family and people who wants called themselves friends want nothing to do with you and there's actual real world problems to deal with. How to make mistake just like anyone else does and again, it's not an excuse, it's me saying I need help.
But I agree, let's move on. This is angle's thread for his message board and I don't want my emotional asshole attitude ruining it like the Rick and Morty thread.
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