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05-17-2006 09:54 PM |
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Originally posted by ENTITY2000
i got this when i was in rehab, just found it:
I AM YOUR DISEASE
I hate meetings. i hate higher power.i hate anyone who has a program. toall who come in contact with me, i wish you death and suffering.
allow me to introduce myself. i am the disease of addiction. cunning, baffling,and powerful~ that's me. i have killed millions, and i am pleased. i love to catch you with the element of surprise.
i love pretending i am your friend and lover. i have given you comfort, have i not? wasn't i there when you were lonely?when you wanted to die, didn't you call me? iwas there. i love to make
you hurt. i love to make you cry. better yet, i love when i make you so numb you can neither hurt nor cry. you can't feel anything at all. this is true glory. i will give you instant gratification and all i ask for you is long term suffering. i've been there for you always.
when things were going right in your life, you invited me. you said you didn't deserve these good things,and i was the only one who would agree with you. together we were able to destroy all things
good in your life.
people don't take me seriously. they take strokes seriously, heart attacks seriously, even diabetes they take seriously. fools that are, they don't know that without my help these things would not be so possible.
i am such a hated disease; and yet i donot come uninvited. you choose to have me. so many have chosen me over reality and peace.
more than you hate me, i hate all of you who have a twelve step program. your program, your meetings, your higher power. all weaken me and i can't function in the manner i am accustomed to.
now i must lie here quietly. you don't see me, but i'm growing, bigger than ever.when you only exist, i may live. when you live i only exist. but i am here.......and until we meet again......i wish you death and suffering.
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whoa...so true, so true...Addiction to anything is the most toughest holic to overcome...
by the way people on here have been behaving recently, I guess we can rename AA thread to Attention Addiction from Alchoholics Anonymous...:D
"hey everyone, my name is (insert name) and I am an Attention Addict...":rolleyes: |
