[Morningriser]

I really don't feel like I owe anyone an explanation, again, but for the sake of those who didn't read what I said on the other thread and can't be bothered to go look at it before making assumptions...

I was pissed off because this fucking bitch approached me on Facebook and a Rick and Morty group we were both in and we start talking and she sends me a friend request and then the next thing I know she's liking everything I'm posting and commenting on it and acting like a giddy little school girl. I started to like this girl and got a little carried away with myself, my fault I know, but then she started being extremely secretive like not ever wanting to talk to me where I can hear her voice and she can hear mine or to video chat or anything. Finally I got sick of it and started doing some detective work and find out that apparently she's fucking some crazy ass Looking Down syndrome motherfucker and I'm pretty sure it's illegal to fuck people like that but apparently she finds this guy more Charming than me obviously. So yeah, I was pissed off at some fucking bitch felt the need to do that to me because she's an emotional vampire and if she can't do shit like that to people she might just kill herself. I don't want anybody to die or anything but I'm tired of what is being deemed politically correct or not so if it means them fucking with me when I'm already a little unstable as is or them killing themselves because they can't find anybody to fuck with, then fuck em. My life means more to me than theirs does. It just upsets me so much that there are people in this world that do that but unfortunately there are. And some of them are a little closer to us than we actually know... ;)

I get angry sometimes and say some really aggressive shit because I guess I never got good at being able to properly vocalize my feelings without extreme exaggerations. I am starting to realize that all of this has to do with the way I see myself and the way I allow myself to fall for anything with a pussy that talks to me.

But I have also started trying to find ways to improve my attitude and overall outlook on everything. I'm trying to become more self-aware and be more mindful of things. I still get angry and talk shit but I would like to think I have made a lot of progress this year.