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We have to do that in the states here if it's a video that is considered make sure.
Coincidentally, I went live on Facebook yesterday morning around 5:30 a.m. because I for some reason felt compelled to document my trip, or at least my first one. Around 6 a.m. or so is when they started to affect me, depending on how full your stomach is, it can take anywhere from 15 to 30 minutes to take effect.
The reason psychedelics make you feel bad about yourself in certain aspects is because they completely strip away your ego and your subconscious completely takes over and shows you who you truly are. For example, have you ever came out of a trip and then suddenly said to yourself, oh my God I can't believe I've not known this all along about myself? That is because as your ego is stripped and you are exposed just psychedelics heal you and they strengthen you and make you see. I am not sure what all you have taken or experienced but different medicines have different effects. I do like acid but I much prefer natural medicines like mushrooms, DMT and mescaline. The more stronger, the mushrooms and DMT, will render you unconscious if you have a strong enough dose and pull you into a world that that you can clearly understand is not this dimension. Everything moves in spirals, including yourself and as you practically melting away, for me anyway, when the colors from the TV start approaching me and then turn into dragons is when it just felt like everything was becoming a liquid. I don't even remember passing out but I did.
Right now all I can remember is some sort of chant that kept repeating itself and eventually it started feeling like I was spiralling upwards, keep in mind at this point my body no longer existed, all I can remember is it was leading up to something that was going to reveal the meaning of life because as the chanting continued it was getting louder and louder like more people were doing it and quicker and more intense. Then all of a sudden I saw all these events Flash before me that I couldn't physically see but I knew what they were and remembered them. Like it was my life flashing before my eyes and it moved so quickly but I comprehended everything and then as all the darkness that was surrounding the rest of me started fading away and giving shape to some sort of open room that I was lying in. I was still not in my physical form but yet it was as if I was. Finally this chant finished and somehow it was in reference to the meaning of life All Along being a joke and the way I perceived it was it's just a cycle as in we die and then are just reborn but not as another human, but into a whole other concept all together. As the room around me was lighting up, I started hearing this voice in my head as if I was speaking for my life. It's like as if I was trying to say everything I could to remain in denial that I was in heaven but finally, inevitably I realized in my mind I was in heaven, I guess maybe because that's the word I have for whatever is beyond considering we don't know yet.
Unless something else happened that I can't remember yet, that is when I came out of it but when I did I was extremely disoriented and still tripping my ass off. At this point I was exhausted because I had been up for a long time so I just laid here enjoying the visuals until I finally fell asleep.
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