[bloodrayne]

WOW...Thank You...That was MUCH more informative...

This is DEFINITELY about your family...They are stressing you out, but they don't mean to...They have the best of intentions but they aren't "like you"...You love them, but you don't want to be "like them"...The way that you described the "siamese twins", is very important, because it doesn't matter what they really are, it only matters how YOU "see" them...They represent a desire in you...You are seeking some sort of perfection, you are satisfied with the progress you have made, BUT not completely satisfied, you still feel like you could accomplish more, if only you tried hard enough, but you aren't sure how to do this...It is affecting you WAY more than you realize, so you have to lighten up on yourself...Accept some things for what they are...

The 'sword' that you are seeking in your dream, is the answer that you are looking for in real life...In your dream, your sword solves your problem, eliminates the threat...In real life, an answer to the question, "What more can I do?" would solve your problems...

The inability to locate your sword when you need it the most, is symbolic of frustration and helplessness...

You turn to your family for help, answers, solutions...But, they don't know what you need either

You have to go easier on yourself...Lighten up...Take things one day at a time...Realize that there IS no answer...You are doing all that you can, and that is always enough...There is no true "perfection"...You have to love yourself a little...


Yeah...I know...It's all sappy and shit...But, that's what I got out of it...It wouldn't hurt to give it a try