[scaryminda15]

he would be mad as heck but thats why i need to leave, one day he asked me to take out a cup and i said no because my grandma and my dad's own gf told me to stop waiting on me and i did and he got so mad at me he has a bad temper he grabbed me by the arm and threw me in my room and started than a couple of minutes later he came in and apologized listen i am grateful for him being there for me and givign me food and a place to live but when he gets drunk or gets a temper i am afraid for my life and im afraid of my brother too i need help the cops have been here to help and social workers listen my life is messed up i get good grades, obey him most of the time hey i am a teenager got to repel a little, and my brother is the meanest and he gets alll the attention from my dad true it is bad attention but my dad treats him like a king compared to me my life is so complicated itried acting bad but then i feel to bad and i apologize all the times its true that i have more friends than my brother but were is my affection my brother get to play games with my dad whenever but when i would ask a couple minutes before my brother i get a no but then my brother askes and gets a yes why does this happen to me?