Scary, you need to go to a guidance counselor or a favorite teacher and tell them what is going on. You're living in an extremely unhealthy environment that you are too young to extricate yourself from without help.
Let me stress again, you need to get help from a trusted adult, i.e., a guidance counselor, a favorite teacher, Courtney's mom, your principal, somebody. You've got to do this for yourself.
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By the time you're twenty-five they will say you've gone and blown it. By the time you're thirty-five I must confide you will have blown them all
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