I'm with you brother, only thing I do different is use them as inspiration. I actually like having these dreams, i write them down and form stories with them. Everynight I try to have them, I found out I have the most fucked up ones after a night of partying. It wakes me up in the middle of the night scared shitless but I don't go back to sleep until I write it down. Then I just keep thinking about it while I fall asleep and most of the time it takes me back to that nightmare. I've had reoccuring dreams since I was 4. They haven't stopped, and i'm sure most of them has came true, and i'm sure this has happend to half of the population.
One of the most fucked up dreams that I really hated was the day before my dad passed away, it was about him passing away. I woke right up and went and checked on him, he was fine. That day we talked like we never did before, like it was his lastday, and sadly to say it was. It did help me get through his passing though, the stuff he shared with me, changed my life drastically, and my eyes were open to the world and I seen how it was. The following days, though I felt like he was in the house with us, the two other members in the house and I felt him there, literally. We all kept it to ourselves untill just a few months ago when I mentioned to my mother, about my expierence, that is when she told me about hers. It's weird though because my dog even had the sense that he was there because she just sat down in front of the chair were he passed and just starred, she never did that.
Anyways, yes you can use your dreams as a very big advantage. You should start documenting these nightmare, maybe you will be the next Steve King :-)
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