[Zero]

Drinking. . . drowning my sorrows.

of which :

so, first i got asked last month to go up for a promotion at work. i didn't really want it because it was a much more responsbile position with more hours, etc. but, people said - oh you'd be great and it would mean more money so. . . whatever

so, i had to go and do interviews with the higher ups and meet with people in the office to talk about me moving into a supervisory position whatever. now i got called this morning and they decided to give it to someone with more experience. so - cool, no argument from me --- EXCEPT WHY DID THEY ASK ME TO PUT MYSELF UP FOR THE PROMOTION IF THEY WERE GOING TO GIVE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE???

plus the girl i was sort of seeing left town (i knew this was coming, but it doesn't make it easier)

ugghh