[Doc Faustus]

Well, then college dreams make a lot of sense. Being a person who's outside of the mainstream world, you don't have a lot of people evaluating you, but by getting out there and finishing the book you expose yourself to scrutiny and testing. I started having college dreams again when my first book came out and whenever I get close to finishing other ones, they come back. It's hard going from somebody who only has to have their own approval and that of certain loved ones to somebody who has to gain the approval of strangers or the outside world. Whenever I get a bad review, I almost automatically dream about college registration.