What is your mental disorder?

[X¤MurderDoll¤X]

Originally Posted by urgeok

very true ... most of them are corporate CEOs

this is actually not a joke.

yup. we need sociopaths in this world.

my brother is a sociopath, but he's definitely not a serial killer.

[Gus]

you should ask your brother if he's ever thought about it

[Vodstok]

serial killers are sociopaths with some sort of sexual deviance (in most cases)

there are definately many flavors of sociopath.

[X¤MurderDoll¤X]

Originally Posted by urgeok

a sociopath is basically just someone who doesnt have any consideration for anyone but themselves.

seriously - it's over 1/2 the corporate environment.

and the government... military...

looking at vod's thread in true crime, Donald Rumsfield is a damn fine example of a sociopath.

they're assholes, but we need em... well some of them we don't need. :)

[AUSTIN316426808]

Originally Posted by Vodstok

No shit... If you are a sociopath, you are better at covering it up than your average serial killer. You have the nice guy act down to an artform.

I added the 'wrong diagnosis' part, all my medical records actually say that I have ''sociopathic behavior''. Whenever I apply for a job that background checks(Which is pretty much all of 'em) it pops right up, which is sorta creepy considering the fact that I work at a school.

The sociopath thing comes from the serotonin thing, both of which come from the schizo thing, all of which comes from that stupid piece of pork filled with hot air.

Granted, I'm a little weird and to myself, but my psych just wanted me to be a lunatic for reasons completely oblivious to me. I'm an extremely shy person with a bit of an attitude problem whose way over passionate about football, that's it.

I guess most of the misconception came from how shy I am until I get around anything pertaining to football. Say if I were to meet any one of you guys in person(God forbid it be someone good lookin), it wouldn't be much fun 'cause I normally don't say much of anything to someone new for about 4+ months besides hi, bye, yes, no, maybe, I don't know ect. Bunch of short responses which probably can't be heard over the sound of my heart pounding. However, if you were to start talking about football or if we happen to be at a football game I'd open right up. That's just how I am, always have been probably always will be, doesn't mean I'm nuts.

I happen to be writing a book on the subject.

[AUSTIN316426808]

Originally Posted by urgeok

well, he IS a football player ..

As in, I'm a self absorbed athlete?

I'm literally asking, didn't follow that to well.

[AUSTIN316426808]

Originally Posted by urgeok

i associate it with crushing bones :)

Well, in that case, good call.

[AUSTIN316426808]

Originally Posted by urgeok

i think that being shy has a lot to do with trust issues. people dont trust other people to be decent, or not to laugh at them .. despite the fact that they arent doing anything wrong. i usually suspect that began at home as a kid.

untalkative kids i see... are usually products of untalkative parents ..

You've got the reason right but the cause in my personal situation comes from school. I was a class clown until I hit 6th grade, it's like I grew a target on my back over summer. Now I can't really open up to a person the way I'd like to because I'm unable to trust someone too soon.

Originally Posted by urgeok

austin .. thats probably why you participate in a forum .. you want to have a voice..you need the outlet ..its easier to trust strangers you cant see.

I absolutely agree, that's why I like hangin around this place so much. I love conversation but if you're not one of only about 8 people(including my girlfriend, who's the only person I've ever instantly connected with), I literally can't talk to you as far as having a decent conversation is concerned. It's extremely frustrating.

I actually might've made a slight misjudgment, I think I'd feel comfortable around some of the folks here even more so than most people in my personal life.