Random Thoughts...

[The Bloofer Lady]

Originally Posted by Morningriser

When I am up on on my feet and doing something, not sitting in one place bored out of my mind, sick and unable to do anything I feel fine. I am sure I will be fine eventually but I am just taking this very hard. I have abandonment issues and being tossed out is my biggest fear so naturally this is really getting to me, plus I am growing tired of Vegas and want to move on.

We're always here for you...anytime, just to rant or whatever.

[MichaelMyers]

Originally Posted by Morningriser

I have abandonment issues and being tossed out is my biggest fear so naturally this is really getting to me, plus I am growing tired of Vegas and want to move on.

It is time to abandon Vegas. Move to Montana with Dead Bad Things.

[Morningriser]

Originally Posted by MichaelMyers

It is time to abandon Vegas. Move to Montana with Dead Bad Things.

I doubt DBT wants my ass around, besides, what the fuck is in Montana? lol

I guess thats been bothering me some too. I intended on seeing the country but with bus ticket prices, hotel prices and food its too expensive. I dont want to go back home because its the middle of nowhere and my stepdad is a drunk asshole I cant get along with. Even if I could afford to do what Im doing now I cant afford to get out and see anything. I might as well be in a jail cell

[Dead Bad Things]

What's in Montana?!?!? Umm let's see....Clean air, clean water, low population, open space, loads of wildlife, mountains, rivers.... yeah you right ya don't wanna come up here.... nothin' to see here. We been hostin' re-wildin' travelers fer some years now...and any of y'all are welcome.

[Dead Bad Things]

Or on second thought..... Ya ever heard of Rainbow Gatherings? I think that there may be some winter regionals goin' on in the southern part of the country.... the National Gathering doesn't happen till the fourth of July....

[Dead Bad Things]

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[Roiffalo]

Originally Posted by Morningriser

When I am up on on my feet and doing something, not sitting in one place bored out of my mind, sick and unable to do anything I feel fine. I am sure I will be fine eventually but I am just taking this very hard. I have abandonment issues and being tossed out is my biggest fear so naturally this is really getting to me, plus I am growing tired of Vegas and want to move on.

Tired of Vegas? Sheesh don't come to PA then. You'll turn right back around with how boring it is.

But if you want to travel, try getting a job with a bus company. I get free rides for all their trips. Makes great gifts too. I spoiled my mother with two zoo/aquarium trips last year.

[Morningriser]

Originally Posted by Dead Bad Things

Or on second thought..... Ya ever heard of Rainbow Gatherings? I think that there may be some winter regionals goin' on in the southern part of the country.... the National Gathering doesn't happen till the fourth of July....

is that a gay pride thing? it sounds like a gay pride thing and despite a derogatory word my ex called me, I am not gay.

Originally Posted by Roiffalo

Tired of Vegas? Sheesh don't come to PA then. You'll turn right back around with how boring it is.

But if you want to travel, try getting a job with a bus company. I get free rides for all their trips. Makes great gifts too. I spoiled my mother with two zoo/aquarium trips last year.

It isnt really the area that bothers me, its the hostel and just being tired of seeing spoiled brats traveling on mommy and daddy's dime acting lie assholes. The area itself is nice. I can find comfort in almost any area.

I can't work for anyone. I am legally blind and am disabled so if I got a job I would have to give up my check and the way the government is now if I gave it up and some day went fully blind it is possible I couldnt get it back, besides I make a decent amount each month for doing nothing lol

[Dead Bad Things]

Naw man.... a Rainbow Gathering is an annual gathering of about 30-50 thousand hippies in a National Forest getting together to pray fer peace on the 4th of July.

[Morningriser]

Originally Posted by Dead Bad Things

Naw man.... a Rainbow Gathering is an annual gathering of about 30-50 thousand hippies in a National Forest getting together to pray fer peace on the 4th of July.

a hippie festival? Say no more... I wanna go to Montana!

I actually do have a goal to see all 50 states before I die. I have seen 26 so far.