Need to talk..............

[allmykids]

I don't know how many of you know I am Bi-Poler. When I am Manic I am Over the top with happyness. When I am Depressed it is almost unbearable. Right now It's the Depression. I cry over Songs, movies and just about everyother thing you can think of!! It sucks!! Last night I tryed listening to what I call Fuck you songs. Like AC/DC !! It's almost imposable to cry While listening to that but that only helps till i turn it off! I am alot better than I use to be. I use to be what they call a cuter. I haven't done that in 8 yrs. I didn't even know why I did it . I later found out it was a cry for help. now I just talk to people. I just needed to unload. Dose anyone else have Bi-poler??

[Gren the cake]

people think i have it cuz im so weird or whatever but no, i can control my shit for the most part.

anyway, glad u dont cut anymore 8 years is a long time! anyway i think its just the way it is.. like some people r so scared to be sad but its just something u gotta do

r u on medz or anything??

[Death By Jell-O]

Yep Yep.....Count me in.......I also used to be a cutter for a while.....Haven't done that in 8 years also coincidentally.....

[allmykids]

Originally posted by Gren the cake
people think i have it cuz im so weird or whatever but no, i can control my shit for the most part.

anyway, glad u dont cut anymore 8 years is a long time! anyway i think its just the way it is.. like some people r so scared to be sad but its just something u gotta do

r u on medz or anything??

Yes! I am on Zoloft.

[allmykids]

Originally posted by Death By Jell-O
Yep Yep.....Count me in.......I also used to be a cutter for a while.....Haven't done that in 8 years also coincidentally.....

That's wierd Isn't it!! I have had 68 stiches in my arms. I am so glad I don't do that anymore.

[Gren the cake]

how is that going? r there any side effects??

there is a book out called' overdose' (i think)

its about meds like that and says u can cut em like in 1/3 or even 1/2 and itll work but without all the grogginess or whatever

well time to go shopping. hope u feel better. put on some music and scream adn dance and do crazy things!!

[allmykids]

Originally posted by Gren the cake
how is that going? r there any side effects??

there is a book out called' overdose' (i think)

its about meds like that and says u can cut em like in 1/3 or even 1/2 and itll work but without all the grogginess or whatever

well time to go shopping. hope u feel better. put on some music and scream adn dance and do crazy things!!

Alot better than it use to be. No side effects. Thanks!! Have fun Shopping!! :D

[Death By Jell-O]

Originally posted by allmykids
That's wierd Isn't it!! I have had 68 stiches in my arms. I am so glad I don't do that anymore.

I never required stitches........It really freaked people in school out though.....They didn't believe me that I cut myself, so I used a chisel in woodshop to do the deed.......Makes me wonder why I ever did it.......Usually I just carved words in my skin......

I was on Zoloft for a while.....Never did me any good......oh and on a side note, don't snort it! :D

[FairyKorpes]

I was on Oxycontin, they can't be cut cause of the time release stuff. The funny thing was, when i was taking them i was in a good mood, and pain free. Not high. but it makes me think, is there something deeper that i'm just passing off as having a fucked up life?

Thank god they have meds now, not like back in the day.

[urgeok]

sorry folks .. i am very evenly keeled.
It takes a lot to push me over the edge ... not to say i dont have a couple of hot buttons but i can control those too.

I tend to internalize but sports helps dissipate that.


what on earth promps the 'cutting' ???
that makes my skin crawl.